Van :)

darn it, wad's wrong with me? it's onli a week!!
havent updated daily these days...been feeling really weirdd. as in like...weird bouts of emotions.. lol. n sorry dear.. ur having such a hard time trying to predict wad i'm feeling lol. well today was a really fun day. we had "soccer tournament". of course we lost. the ips were good ^_^. and YES I'M STRAIGHT! -_-''. hahaz, he said i was good at soccer... like REAL.. ur MOCKING me. then val n sukmun tickled me until i was on the floor...so we decided to get back. me, wuzhen n ky tickled val until she sat in e middle of the track, screaming n squealing. haha. but after tt i felt quite queasyy...thanks pple for being so sweet n caring..=). then we went for econs lecture then pw. then sukmun pretended to have stomach cramps and gohchern went to toilet with her..we were all laughing cuz we knew it wasnt true. then miss tan was all "Why you pple laugh..stomach cramps really hurt.." then a few mins later, they came back with the cake and we shouted "HAPPY TEACHERS' DAY". wheee. then we ate cake, took photos. (of course is val taking silly photos n threatening to post them on km)then we had econs make up =\ and went to range to do pt. Alex is soo nice! haha he let us choose wad game to play instead of runningg. whee.so we played captains' ball then went range to rot. anw, suzy said i liked to cry suddenly then laugh suddenly again. lol. i realised tt too. haha...then it was raining heavily but i still went home... oh yA! thanks eun for listening to my probs and to my BESTIE: sorry for snapping at u todayy =(. to pigg: sorry for u-know-wad today..i'm really fine. (gaah ialways say tt) but i mean it this time... it's onli 6 days, right??
The prince finally got to his princess. she was bruised and broken, sitting in the corner with tears in her eyes. she had wanted to give up. she couldnt find e strength to go on. he took her in his arms and promised her after this they'd never be apart. ever.
Love Vanx

van 4:14 AM

thank you for making everything so magical for me.
Kinda sad, will be leaving this saturday...missing study session with my BEST FREN (turns around to puke) haha, kidding. then i wun b able to see him until next week. GAH. i miss him. anw, tmr another mugging session with val and yun.. sorry i didnt update these few days. actually i DO have stuff to update, it's just tt even if i'm online, i feel really too tired to update. just no more motivation to do so...
i'm just tired...tired of suspense, insecurities and disappointments...thanks for letting me cry today.. hugx.

van 12:07 AM

Day6 ...
GAHHHH..my whole entry was screwed up. anw, its 5.11 in the friggin early morning of Day 7, not Day 6. just woke up to do my bio skill C. haha. ew. anw, ytd was a fun day. i wanted to donate blard, not lard..haha. and my sweet frens were persuading me not to cuz i got heart probs.. (if u dunno, continue pretending u dunno). then kaiyun even sweeter, she called mon to ask her buy food for me in case i faint. sweet mon bought like 2 sandwiches, 3 nuggets and 1 hashbrown. sorry hor, waste ur money in the end. then i went to the library cuz i couldnt donate because of the heart problem (if u are pretending u dunno, good job). then wuzhen n i kinda sad (if u dunno, continue not knowing). then we tried to mug at the library UNTIL.. i mentioned the pretend-the-candy-was-an-eraser thing. and wuzhen n sukmun started laughing like mad. n i couldnt help laughing too. gasping, wuzhen said "pocky can be pencil, and sour power can be necklace!!" DIAO. then whenever 3 of us meet eyes, we were start snorting with laughter. and when one of us does that, all 3 of us will start snorting tgt. then liying, kaiyun, val n mon were like "stone". hahaz. or they just couldnt be bothered with us cuz we were so childish. then during PW lecture, mon started laughing (cant rmb why) then i started up again. she was laughing like mad and i was laughing until my stomach cramped lol. her face was as red as a tomato. it didnt help cuz it made me laugh more. LOL. then i went range, tried to mug and then went home. i bathed, ate and wanted to sleep. then my sis yelled "OIE". haha, cuz my dear online. so i went to chat with him n did hw. =). thanks dear, for trying so hard to cheer me up (u did the moment i talked to u) and for being so sweet n nice. i must treasure u more!! thanks for coming up with a million reasons why i wasnt useless. (or was it two) haha. thanks for pulling out some time for me even though i know ur dead tired. hahaz. thanks for always encouraging me to study hard too. it helps =) alrighty, gtg... miss ya!
Love, Vanx

van 5:39 AM

Day 5...
Gaah, i didnt go to school today cuz of a bad bad headache...>_<. thanks kaiyun, simna, sukmun, mon and kor for messaging me to tell me to take care. =). so sweet. thanks! =D. Anw, just gonna write wad i said i'd write ytd...thank you notes for those sweet lil pple around me. (idea lifted from schizophrenic suk mun's blog)
Simna: Gosh, baby...u know how much i LOVE you!! meeting u every morning at the bus stop, if one of us were to arrive at 740 on the dot, we'd still wait. mugging together after school in the range n library, mugging at JE library on weekends, tt neoprint spree we went on, the smuggled candies, going eat together (the earthquakes, cute chicken, curry wok, island creameries), going home together and almost getting killed by the people u mocked, and reading ur mind when u say "vannn" then i'd continue "How? Should i or should i not?" hahahaz. known u for 4 years 8 months le, in sec 1 and 2 we were really close too, not a secret we wont tell each other.oh ya.. FRENS FOREVER*smiles goofily*
Monica: Honeyy!!! haha, ur my fave too! loved the way u always brighten my day. no matter how moody i am, i just have to talk to u, and see ur silly actions, n i will cheer up immediately. rmb u keep pushing me onto people/walls cuz i was so easy to push -_-". n giving into my whining when i wanted u to do tt face for me, gorging ourselves silly with crystal jade, famous amos, pepper lunch..all those one-on-one dates, i loved them! thanks hon for being so sweet n understanding to me..and for always asking me with my fave look on ur face "WHAT!he didnt MESSAGE u??" lol it cracked me up everytime.
Valerie: Thanks for always being so split personality hahaha. sometimes, u'd hit me like there's no tmr, and make my name to be something weird..but sometimes u'd be so concerned abt me =). thanks babe! haha, always remember ur fetish for b_k, ur "ji dan", "fang gou pi" so on..haha. it really made our group more fun. =Dthanks for poking me even though ur scared of it too HEEHEE!
Goh Chern: Thanks for always laughing at nothing.. LOL..kidding. thanks for always being entertained by my jokes =P, thanks for also always being there for me to lean on..i'm glad u are e other person i can run to when i know no one understands our sickness. =D n i enjoyed playing soccer with u too..though WHO WAS IT WHO KICKED SO HARD??!!
LiYing: haha, u always suan people!! and steal people's stuff!! lol...thanks for making e class so much more fun. always enjoy going gp with u and val, playing soccer with u too =)thanks for not hitting me with the ball..unlike SOME people! heex ^_^
SUk mun: thanks for being the other schizo fren...thanks for stoning n then laughing like me =) thanks for giving me those "omg van, do i look entertained" look cuz it cracks me up even more. and thanks even more for laughing when i say something cold...at least it shows i'm not tt insane yet.
Kaiyun: i love u ky!! haha, thanks for always motivating me when i'm gonna give up. or listening to my problems. my shoulder's always here for u too!
Eunice: Haha, u really made my life so interesting...love it when i put u and simna together, cuz i will feel like killing myself before someone else kills us. Remember u used to make huge laughing chokes in the library..rmb our cafe cartel "Jon" outings, our pizza hut outings n omg, all food! And remember how u n simna will laugh so loud i wished i bought a house full of ear plugs or wish tt i never knew u guys at all. hahaha..but really, i love u alot too!! thanks for being there for me too n sharing my load as capt. thank YOU!
It's a long long entry... n i should sign off here...i'll update more next time. =)
Love, Vanx
Dear, i miss u loads!! quick quick come back k?

van 10:32 AM

Day 4...
Boring. today was a dead boring day, what's new man. i was grumpy in the morning cuz i was really dead tired. i just wanted to put my head down n sleep sleep sleep. during bio prac, i fell asleep..of course not when e teacher was teaching or when i was doing my prac halfway, duh. haha. then i felt better after tt n we went for math, i think. yea. wheee..after tt i saw "act cool" again..diao haha. OH YA..haha, i must DEFINITELY DEFINITELY blog abt this. haha. today mon n i decided to scare ivan...so she hid behind the wall. then when he came, she jumped out and shouted "rawrr!!" then he JUMPED...as in literally JUMPED up!! and he yelled "WHOAAA!" hahahahaha, it was really super super farnie. all of us were laughing until the stairs were ringing with our laughter..and now, whenever we see him we'll go "WHOAAA"...haha, so mean to tease him.. then after tt we had our econs make up cancelled...so we stayed in class..did pw and bio...then went for math lesson..almost stayed in the wrong classroom again. we HAVE to stop being so suagu. =P. then we had our math till six and mugged a lil in the range before i came home... =P darn it..my day is so boring the only interesting thing tt happened was scaring ivan...=S. Today i was scanning through my junk mail..and in huge letters, there was this mail with the title "FREDERICK'S LINGERIE" hahaha. okokok, it's not THE fred i HOPE. hahaha. kidding... gtg!
Love ya! Vanx
I'm really tired...really very tired.. but i'm holding on, just barely hanging onto the cliff with my fingertips. Thanks people, for always being there for me... realli.. i'll have a longg longg entry dedicated to u pple tmr. yawns. nitex.

van 10:28 PM

Day 3 without u...
The princess tried to pick herself up from the ground where she had fallen dozens of times..but she realised she couldnt. she needed her prince...but she couldnt find him. He could hear her pleading for him to be with her, but he couldnt. there were just so many thinggs in between. so many walls, obstacles, thorns, mines...he tried to reach her but he couldn't. She stopped calling out for him some time ago..because he had his battles to fight. he couldnt keep looking back to ensure she was safe..she thought she could pick herself up. but she couldnt...she realised she couldnt...she felt tired...realli tired.....

van 9:57 PM

Day 2 without u...
Fat. i told my sis i was going to start my entry with that word...which reflects me perfectly. gaaahz. today i was a bad girl. lol. i studied from 1030 to 1230 at the library then went to eat lunch at JE food court. then simna was leaving soon and we really wanted to eat ice-cream...so we ended up going swensens to eat earthquakee! yums! haha...we had fun spinning some card thing =\. hahaz..then simna laughed super loud when i dropped it with a loud clang. =P. then we walked out of swensens 15 kg heavier. =P. we walked to the bus stop cuz she had to do some pw stuff at her fren's house...then i headed home. I was so tired i fell asleep when i reached home...then my mom called me to jio me out for dinner at raffles city... some jap restaurant. it was GOOD =). yumyumyum. i ate mochi for dessert too! YUMMMM! darn it..told u i was getting fatter...anw, i went home with a bad stummy ache...ate too much i think..PAINN..hahaz. oh ya, before going home i went to precious moments with my mom n sis...got a pig keychain (oink oink) and a bear bear hp chain =D. so happiee! today's a happy happy dayy... okayyz i shall end here, and help my sis wrap her present...n then go downstairs to see e stars n think of my oink.
Dear, i miss ya like CRAZYY, though had fun today, i still wished u were beside me...wonder if u thinking of me..=(

van 9:43 PM

Day 1 without u...
Today was quite a good day actually! I woke up in the morning, picked my lazy butt off my comfy bed and bathed before heading out to meet simeena and eunice at JE library. Reached there at about 1030? Yup..then started mugging.....(i listened to u and studied hard!!) Saw yuyan there...Haha...then we went for lunch at JEC..ate spicy ramen!! yumyumyum!! Then went back to the library to mugg again...was quite productive and i'm proud of myself (whee).We brought some candies in actually (sheepishly admits) and we were saying if e guard saw us, we'd quickly pretend to rub our paper with the candy as if the candy were a piece of eraser. Eunice let out a few loud giggles in the library anw...malu-ed. haha...wellz, then she went back first.. after tt, simna n me went to popular then i went back home...haha, sounds like my life is turning muggerish...not tt i'm complaining abt it since it's onli 8 weeks right?? before everything is over... (i hope). had fun laughing n talking with the gals as usual. they never fail to make my day.. =D. i'm searching for someone to study outside with me tmr...gaaahz. going to eat instant noodles now. WHEEEE.
Dear...i'm missing u lots. realli.. life seems so empty. but i listened to u n took care of myself todayy.. i didnt sit around and mop heex ^_^. i really concentrated on my work hard today! wad do i get in return? hahaz...whee..love u and miss ya always. one day less now!

van 8:44 PM

Dear diary, today was a good cum bad day for me. oh wad am i talking about...today, i needa thank simna..thanks for rushing back to school when u heard me crying over the phone. today was a longg longg day.. i had lessons until 530...then i was arguing with a primary school fren...who told me my primary school best fren had been telling on me..all e bad stuff that was untrue. i was hurt, of course..and i unknowingly blurted out how disappointed i was..in her and him (e guy who told me). and he blew up for being disappointed in him..kinda yelled at me...i felt really bad and apologised...guess i couldnt take words back. but he forgave me...my pig was there for me anyway..thank u! and then i was upset so my dear simna rushed back frm jj..(i was supposed to go celebrate nalan's bdae too! HAPPY BIRTHDAY NALAN!! Sorry i cant be there...)then we talked for awhile..i definitely felt better with her around n my pig's call. then we went coro to eat cute chicken again. (shucks). after that, my dear simna embarassed me by forcing me to ask the uncle to make for us fried buns...she said "You will be my best fren. i will go to esplanade with u and...." and i was super reluctant...but ended up saying "UNCLE, I WANT TWO MANTOU." i felt so DUMB. then simna laughed until e next table of hwachong people started giggling. =(. i wanted to run, u know. dig a hole and hide my face... then we walked from coro to bukit timah market to work away the fats. lol...
You called!! I'm really touched and glad u called. i tot u were really busy. =).glad i could hear ur voice before u went off. take care of urself k? i'll be missing u...i'll mug hard when ur not here...wun let u down. And yes, i'm sure there'd be lots of stars, to show tt i miss u. lovee..vanxxx

van 11:04 PM

the princess knew the prince never stopped thinking and caring for her...and though she was faced with obstacles in her path, her prince would never leave her alone. and for that alone, she lived each day as fruitfully as she could. She knew if she stumbled, he would be there to catch her and hold her in his arms. She never gave up on him, and he, on her...But there were many obstacles in front of them. The prince could never always be there for her, and deep in her heart, she knew that...she silently accepted that. And though she fell often, most of the time, she'd pick herself up. Her prince always asked her if she was alright and she would say yes...because she believed she was strong enough to be on her own. She believed she could always pick herself up. And she didnt want him to worry about her. The prince was going away for a period of time...and though she knew she'd miss him, she'll continue to pick herself up and be strong on her own. He doesnt have to worry about her. She'll be fine while he's gone. She'll take care of herself...and whenever she feels lonely, she knows he's always with her. Whenever she misses him, she'll remember his heart is with her. Though they are miles apart, she'll remember he's right beside her...and she'll be right beside him too...
Love Vanx

van 5:45 AM

dear diary, i lost my previous songg cuz the web that supported it crashed haha. but this sounds more optimistic anyway =). Life's been optimistic nowadays...especially with my loved ones around. monica: i realli realli love u to bits. thanks for being there to listen to me when i was down a few days back. thanks for holding onto my hp so that i wouldnt be distracted during class. thanks for just being around, eating junk with me, going study with me.. realli realli thanks.
Simna: thanks for never getting tired of hearing me say "I think he..." lol. thanks for studying with me on weekends when everyone wants to mug at home. thanks for going down the range with me to help out. thanks for meeting every morning so earlyy..thanks for everythingg. Love you too.
Eunice, Val, Kaiyun, Liying, Gohchern, sukmun...:thanks for being there for me...when i was sad u guys always had tissue flying in my direction..or simply asking me if i was okayy and stuff like that..counselling me when the going gets too tough. Val, get well soon, k?
My dearest pig: thanks for always being an sms away (though sms can take 7 hours) haha. thanks for being there for me all the time, for sending me all e way home though u live sooo far, for always asking "what's the matter", for always lending me a shoulder when i'm tired. love you.
these are all the frens i wanna thank.. still got my parents la =). but waiiit. haha. today i had soccer for pe. the ball hit me twice...on the same spot. yeowch..and it's a sensitive spot okk... =(. haha but it was super super fun...then we had pt after caal...ran 6 rounds.. i shud run more haha. then went home =). do i have a sian day or wad..of course not.. =P. cuz..hahahaha...ok, end off le.
nite!

van 12:28 AM

wishing i can hold your hand forever...
HeyoZZ, i went to taka to buy mrs cheng's pressie today =) wheeeets. went with mon, two broke lil gals walking along taka. sad case. but STILL, we ate junk agn at crystal jade...YUMYUMYUM..although it was quite a disappointment that they didnt sell the chickens! =(. I was bouncing with joy when eating the fried beancurd skin..it was SO GOOOD..aamazing what can food do to me. yupz, we bought a bear bear for mrs cheng n wanted to buy a card but decided to handmake one...so sincere ritee? =) todayy, we had bio trial spa...it was horrid haha. i was so nervous i broke a test tube. =(. oh wellz, then we went to civics class to put our bags and i saw.... ACT COOL..wheeeee.haha..so shuai. all cuz dunno hu ignored me for 7 hours straight. =(. hahaz...alrighty..gtg mugg. nite nite
Vanx

van 11:14 PM

today i almost quarreled with my dear..=(. Felt very upset about it...and guilty cuz my dear's been really sweet about it. Dear, i just want u to know...i love u for who u are...for those stupid times u dun msg me back and make me look at my lifeless phone, waiting foolishly for it to ring, for those times we looked at each other from a distance, for the time we wanted to see stars but could only see like 4...,for the times we chatted until 2 plus in the morning, for u always teasing me, for u being my pigg, for missing u like crazy..haha..i realli love ya for who u are... =D and i'm sorry i almost blew up today...i will keep my temper in check...because u dun deserve to be scolded...muacks.haha.
todayy, we mugged in the library then me, mon and simna go curry wok to eat our dinner...okayys, today was a boring dayy. =P. hahaz...nothing much happened..just tt, simna, i want to say u again.. one day someone's going to wait outside ur door and punch u..hahahah...today u say tt the guy needed money for his jeans..SO LOUD LA..lucky he not ah beng, if not u tmr no need come school le =P. haha, take care gal! Love love!!
Vanx

van 10:35 PM

wad do u do when u are caught in between two guys..when u know u like one of them but u feel guilt towards the other..sighh..its over le k? pls dun hang on to something that has long gone..i miss u too and i care for u, but only as a fren. we have had this conversation billions of times and i dun wish to have it again. i'm happy the way i am and i dun wan things to turn back to how they used to be. how we used to argue over every single thing..how u couldnt give me the space i needed...and how u couldnt understand that i was under stress at that time...how unreasonable u got when u threatened to kill urself...how violent u got every time i mentioned needing some time alone, how u punched walls and how u hurt urself. i had enough of that and i dont want to return to that place again. i'm sorry. i dun have the courage to message u back. i rather u think of me as the bad person, hate me, then continue living ur life and be happy. i'm not worth u hanging on to. i have moved on..and i hope u will too.
just finished eating a whole bunch of grapes. yummy yummy yum yum. ate dark chocolate too =P. ehh, pig.. one hour le hor.. u dun say i complain lehh. u PIG. >_<. it's super windy now =) but i feel so sticky and sweaty. will probably go shower AGAIN..just finished the table for our group's written report. wheee...shower here i come..then maybe i'll settle in with my comfortable brown egyptian bedsheets..whoopie.. haha.. or maybe.. i'll mug =( haha. my dad's cutting pomelo..the cover is so THICK!! thick skin like angkodjojo. heex. alrighty i go bathe again le =) tata~.

van 3:44 PM

The princess stared into his eyes...filled with love and concern. Each time he looked at her, she felt as though she was his world. that was how he described her eyes too...he told her she had beautiful eyes that could capture a man and suck him away. He would hold her and whispered to her of how much he missed her...and how he wished to lighten the load on her shoulders...she never dared to tell him this..she wished she could do the same for him...how she wished he didnt have to carry the weight of the world on his shoulders....how she wished she could do something for him..besides waiting.. and waiting for him...
went to bugis todayy to do pw written report draft 1. then we went to macs for breakfast...i ate hotcakes with sausage..was drowning each piece of hotcake in the syrup =\. hahaz then we went national library..but...we couldnt take in bag and it wasnt really conducive to study. val was silly cuz whenever she took the lift she wanted to pee cuz it moved too fast =S. haha. then we went bras basah complex the popular to find kaiyun's fave..chem tys. it was out of stock so we went to the cafe and sat down to discuss about pw...then ate lunch...followed by mugging...monica is so stupid... butt crack = pi gou?!?! hahaz.. sorry..internal joke.. =D. i laughed so hard i almost fell off the chair..then i met simna n eunice for thai express. we wanted to go see the fireworks but simna had to go home. they totally embarassed me on the train. there were two guys holding hands and simna said LOUDLY "HUH? THEY GAY AR?" then i was trying to find some hole to bury myself.then simna said BOO to me and she scared a guy in between us. he jerked and thumped his chest, saying "wah lan eh.." hahahahah. it was super farnie.
today had a talk with him.dunno if i walked away feeling more confused..>_<. oh wellzz.. i still love ya oinkZ! muacks..! i know it may be tough now but we can do this!! =).
LOve, Vanxxx

van 1:25 AM

today was a bor-ing day. had my lessons as usual, then went to the range to mug.nothing realli special happened today. actually supposed to go with oink watch fireworks but he can't. lol...nvm, there's always a next time =). anw, how can i get mad at my dear pig. >_<. hahaz. love you my dearest piggy!! =) LOL.. tmr going to bugis library to do written report.. then maybe going study and watch fireworks again at night..with eunice they all la...my dear cant go cuz he..heehee..dun embarass him le. =\. i gtg! catcha around!!
muack muack..
Vanx

van 10:36 PM

if you get there before i do, dont give up on me
I'll meet you when my chores are through
i dunno how long i'll be here
but i'm not gonna let you down
darling wait and see,
cuz from now until then
until i see you again
i'll be loving you
love me...

van 1:16 AM

hey! back from chalet le. it was quite okay la.. it tuned out quite ok. =). can say that i talked to shooting pple a little more now...the first day was pretty slack and we arrived late cuz i went with my darling sis and my honeyy to watch fireworks!! =). it was for like...15 minutes..so quite shao xin when it ended. then we walked along s'pore river and see the dead rats and fishes floating on the surface.. i think they should clean it soon =\. hahaz..but overall quite fun..just tt both my darling and my honeyy didnt seem to be in the prettiest of moods =P. and dear...sorry i got sorta frustrated when u didnt reply me..but i was touched when u called me and tried to explain..love you! =). then i went to the chalet....next day we played bridge and daidee in the morning..i totally mixed up all the games..like i would think 2 is the biggest for bridge..=(. haha then we had to go play games...played touch rugby..i realised i sucked at passing. heex. and then we played some stupid throw-all-e-balls game. which was quite fun. except that they kept aiming at chien wei then miss. so it will fly in my direction and i have to pick it all up..ahah but i admit it was farni. then jeremyy kept teaching me to kick the rugby ball. LOL. heex. then we ate popsicle. =D *grins*. then went home after bbq. super tiredd. dear, i miss you!! hah. thanks for being so sweet...love you! thanks for being there to share my probs with me. with u, i feel very safe and happy. love u loads!
Oh ya!! i had fun during national day, although solaris didnt win the NE cup, we were united and had fun!!

van 6:32 PM

she sat at a corner, crying to herself. loneliness blanketed her, sadness engulfed her, and sorrow drowned her...and yet, in her desolated solitude, she heard the sound of hoofs coming closer...she looked up, peering through her tear filled eyes to see him standing there. "i'm sorry i left you here, my princess. i promise i'd never leave you ever again." he took her in his arms and held her till the dawn broke. she felt safe in his arms again..but she was so afraid when she opened her eyes, it'd all be a dream. a sweet but short dream. nothing but a mere dream...will it be?
today went to school as usual, after school had exco meeting about the chalet.. excited! =). then me and simna went to library to do hw b4 heading to coro to eat "cute chicken" (say in chinese pls). hahaz. quite a happi day.. and gp was actually fun cuz we watched a movie.. =P. oink! honoured i have ur name in every entry?? =P cya tmr!! take care airpork!
Love, Van van

van 11:15 PM

The princess turned round and round the castle, running frantically, calling out his name.. but he was no where to b found. she searched high and low.. suddenly the walls of the castle turned into a maze.. she pleaded for help, for him to hear her and save her...but he didnt come...
I LURRRVE YOU SIMMEENAA. haha, today i went to mugg at the library with simna..it was o-k la. got said by the security guard for talking on the hp..but HELLO?? i like needed to know where simna was.. okok, i actually didnt know cant use hp in library. SUA GU. sorray. then we studied from 10 to 1? and went to eat at JEC foodcourt..followed by a frenzy of neoprint taking crazze. cuz i wore one shirt tt looked like the background so i appeared not wearing anythingg! sobb. hahaz but it was fun. then we went back to the library to mug again. we mugged till six and went off to walk at esplanade. we ate stuff at the hawker centree and then went to esplanade rooftop. but it was a starless night, must be because he not around. =(then we walked to the merlion and laid on the steps, the salty sea spray landing on our faces...felt so relaxed for once.. then we went home le..=) and thanks simna, for the wonderful dayy. had loads of fun and laughter with u todayy tho u embarrassed me alot too =P
to OINK: hey u..take care k? u sick i will xintong de. haha LOL. miss ya loads.

van 11:03 PM

he had never failed to be her pillar of support, her strength when she couldnt go on, her hope when she felt lost and forlorn. when she thought of giving it all up, all she had to do was look at him. the tenderness in his eyes, and she knew she had to go on. in the darkest of her days, or the lonelinest of her hours, he'd be standing there, waiting to cheer her up. when she smiled or laughed, he was there too, to share her happiness and her joy. the Sun and Moon will meet one day..and all the angels will be celebrating, just for the two of them...
Haha, wheeeets. my dad just came back yesterday from overseas! double wheeeets, i'm going out with my pals today! to mug laa, wadya think?! hahaz. daddy brought us out for dinner yesterday, wasnt anything spectacular, of course, but it was nice! And we talked and laughed, like we haven't in a long long time. I felt realli happy..and blessed to have them as my family. true, we have had loads of arguments in the past month, enuff to last us centuries...but i'm glad everything is back to normal. i HOPE everything is back to normal. although dad n mom argued in the car again abt something realli trivial. alas, the jitterss. But yesterday, i felt realli realli good. i smiled genuinely...something i havent done in quite some time at home. i laughed out loud like a mad hyena and enjoyed every bit of it. haha. i went to popular ytd, couldnt find e econs textbook. then me n my sis bought silly childish files. =). tonight i'll be going out with my sis, i hope...after my mugging session at the library. Wish me luck.
Muackzz.

van 8:25 AM

Yesterday was a tiring tiring day. i stayed up the entire night..for SOME people haha LOL. then i was SUPER duper tired. i was keeping awake during the tutorials, but after the math test, i plopped on the table and slept like a pig. the teacher just continued with the lesson as i slept. lol. >_<. then after the refreshing nap, i could concentrate on bio lecture, n civics, and gp. so power rite? heex =). then mugged in the library b4 going for pe. (mugger). after that, we had chem remedial and mrs kong so nice. and val made her laugh =). then me and mon went to range to mug... with simna. quite ok la, i finished one econs essay.then me and simna went eat eat opposite beauty world. couldnt finish my food. then something very freaky happened.. there was this group of guys walking behind us, they kept calling out "Eh, girls". like damn loud la. then me and simna super freaked out, we walked so fast that our legs sorta turned into windmills or sth. it was really freaky, esp when they yelled vulgarities. my oink oink very sweet when he heard abt it =) hurhur. then went home, was planning to mug but fell asleep after bathing. sorry to you hor.. fell asleep then never reply u...realli tired until cannot tired le. heex. ^_^. i shall go back to my homework and BLACKFOREST CAKE now!! heeheexxxx.
Muacks, vanx.

van 6:29 AM

there was no one around who knew the guy had come to find the princess, and each day, she lived her life normally, with a little more determination to complete life's course for her..but in her heart she was filled with an emotion she didnt understand. Each time she caught the guy's eyes, she would be filled with an unspeakable happiness. one that she knew no one except the guy would know. one that she wanted to never stop feeling...
todae went to school earlier than usual, took the same bus as hanson. he was sleeping all the way until nanyang and he was much further inside the bus. i wanted to call him up and i was deliberating how to do so throughout the trip because i had to squeeze past many people n back. lol. but luckily he woke up and we walked in tgt. then todae flew past very fast...after school we stayed back for math but went into wrong class =\. feel like stupid dopes. haha. then we went range.. did some hw, had a little exco meeting. then went kap with simna. some stupid stuff happened at KAP. she was waiting for her fillet o fish so i went down to collect for her. In the end, when i came up with the fillet o fish, simna already had one. She laughed at me.. for a long time. then we went down to return the fillet o fish..when we came up, we saw this stupid happy meal toy staring at us, grinning broadly and nodding its head. i was completely du diao-ed. simna was laughing like mad.. but i was like "who so wu liao".. then cuz simna couldnt stop, i started laughing as well. then this guy in the opposite table was laughing to himself la >_<. then simna, after laughing at me for 3 years, told me e doll was facing me and some guy give me one. i was like YAAAA. c'mon la, i bet is give u one..or skarly voodoo doll. haha. then i told simna put on another table. then the auntie clear and put in her pocket. LOL. hahaz. it was very farnie cuz simna couldnt stop laughing. didnt sleep..so tired.. just finished hw. PIGGYY!! i miss you!! hahaz.. hope i'll see you more tmr.. OINK!!
Love, Vanx

van 12:38 AM

finally, he has climbed up the castle walls to meet the princess...on the way, there were thorns and thoughts of giving up...he wondered if he could give the princess what he thought she deserved..he wanted to let go, but the princess pleaded him to stay. when he finally reached her, they looked at each other for the first time in a new light...the princess didnt know what he was thinking but she knew she wanted him to protect her, even if she had her guards, her people, her cocktail parties..she wanted him to share her happiness and listen to her sorrows..but she wasnt sure if he'd want that.....did he?

van 11:52 PM